real life's Drama

when i watch any drama,

either it's soap opera, K-drama (korean drama),sinetron (indonesian drama), telenovela (mexican drama),

most of them amused me in few or some ways,

makes me cry 

makes me tensed

makes me angry or sometimes even furious that i get the feeling to strangle the villain's character,

all kinds of mixed feelings emerge from watching drama ..

dramas i love soo much,

dramas we love soo much...

i start to think these few days 

is my life becoming like one of the korean drama or indonesian drama,

there are so many things happen in my life right now,

just like what i watch some episodes...

oooo, gee... nooo!!!!

i definitely don't like it ...

some days or months in your life start to become several episodes from the drama ...

good satisfied ending, please

~ tired ~

o. God,

i am soo soo tired

can not be described by words ..

i am just soo tired,,,

my mind

my heart

my soul ....

just soo soo tired

very tired

i need something to lean on,

or somebody,,

but nobody here can lend me the shoulder to lean on ...

i just have You to lean

nobody else ...

Almighty God, my Father,

please grant me my wishes

i believe You will extend Your hand

to pull me out from all these at the right time ...

meanwhile,
give me the strength,

the patience,

the wisdom,

to do everything
to survive

Hit Man "David Foster" Live Show

started about 3 weeks ago when i watched the David Foster's Hit Man Show at Ritz Carlton Hotel advertisement, October 27th 2010 on TV, i searched on the websites on the price of the tickets ... unfortunately, the ticket price of his show is extremely expensive ... i think it's the most expensive from the other international stars who had their show here in Jakarta ... price ticket started from 1 million (not seated, i forget??) -- the cheapest seated is Rp 3 million going up to Rp 7.5 million.... WoW, such price is definitely out of My League, hiks hiks

actually when thinking bout the ticket price for one as big as David Foster, it's all worth it, more over, he is bringing some other Great Singer such as Natalie Cole, Peter Cetera, and i forget who else ... really is too bad, i simply can't afford ... not along show ticket performance for Rp 3 million, buying handphone for Rp 3 million i already thought very long time before buying it, hahaha ...

i hope there is some kind of his performance on tv later on maybe several months after this ... 

this is a live show of David Foster and Peter Cetera (from Chicago) back at 2002, i search from youtube  ..... btw, talking bout Peter Cetera and Chicago, they were another big stars in my years back then and their songs either from the Peter Cetera himself or the Chicago his previous group before he turned into solo career were quite phenomenal to me till now a days.