Finally with Christian

Finally picture with Christian Bautista...
the handsome love singer from Philippine...
not just handsome...
he's too far from the regular "Indonesian actress/celebrity" regular profile
very low profile ~ not too many request ~ friendly, easy going guy
the biceps & triceps is the bonus for our eyes ...
macho guy, i think his body now is much improved & built up now than before ...

thanks to our Mark Comm mgr & his staff,
who make it possible to have a photo session with him,
Mr. Andy thank you for taking the pictures ...
i was kinda forced myself to be beside him, hehehe...

finally i am able to take a picture with him...
i remember some years ago @ RCTI studio & hard rock cafe,
i saw Christian Bautista live ,
but unfortunately could not be able to have a photo session with him...

i don't actually care whether or not i can take picture with Bunga Citra Lestari,
the most important thing is this tall handsome guy...

he sings several songs,
and have one duet song with BCL..
very beautifully sang...
the indonesian version of "Please be Careful with My Heart"

 

BCL's outfit is sexy

Mission accomplished...

the Love celebration @ Snowbay itself was very crowded...
was above 8000 people in Snowbay at that Valentine & Imlek Day -
February 14th' 2010 ..

at the end of the day, i was very tired,,

but very happy obviously ...

other picts can be viewed at my facebook :

Love celebration @ snowbay

btw, i met miss Ade Herlina again,
this time she interview Mr. Kim himself on the Special Event ...
was pretty surprised of Jalan-Jalan JakTV team
we met once some months ago
when they do interview on me & the fb
miss Ade Herlina, the young handsome producer
& the other crew of " Jalan-Jalan Jaktv"
are nice & friendly
i was pretty surprised when they still remember my name...

sometimes i think celebrities supposed to be a bit arrogant & cocky,
but some are actually not & very nice to talk to

Unspoken Words

my second day back @ work
i met this person,
the person i have some (can be considered big) problem with, recently

this is how some of the conversation take place...
(and actual conversation is in english also)

A        :  Hi.. so how are you now... are u okay already

ME     :  I am fine already, still in healing process, but it's okay, i will manage ..

A        :  I see you lost some weight ..

ME     :  Yes, i am... i supposed you can tell by looking now...

A        :  definitely ...
ME    :   that's the positive thing comes out from being sick,
              but i don't want to repeat being sick again

there are about 2 or 3 lines more after this between me & A ...
i forgot what we said.... but it didn't go too far from above...

then ,,,,, 
It  sort of happen in the same times... something like that...    


A give A's hand, I follow ... we shake hand ...
still holding my hand, A give  the famous Judas Iskariot kiss on the cheek
(hhmm... and why i said it like that becoz that's what exactly what went in my mind,
when it happened while saying in my thought... the betrayal kiss...)

We stared at each other eyes for a while
(don't get mistaken, it's definitely not a romantic moment)
for a while there, the eyes, the handshake, and the cheek kiss,,,
i get the feeling that A wants to make a new start ...
well, it's actually not that i don't like the person,
but some of the things - attitude, behavior make this person change to be not like usual..
which we think not good ...

moment after this, we are talking a little bit more
about this n that ... just for a while... it's only a warming up ...

but i guess, it's okay ...

I have to have a forgiving heart

I can give this another try
and I surely hope things would be smoother
and be better after this ...

Healing Prayer

Now that i get my health back,
i am soo grateful of everything now

Some including myself tend to be thankful if we get certain "blessings" in the form of
material, wealth, job promotion, etc.

Yet about our daily life which is also a blessings,
we tend to take it for granted...

"Be Thankful for the air we breath"..
it seems very little, but i just experienced it, it's so true..
looking at some people in the hospital have to wear the oxygen mask,
even oxygen they have to pay ...

thankful for the free air we breath every second...
thankful that we still can walk with my own two feet...
grateful that my heart never get tired of beating...
My pastor said," can't we imagine if our heart suddenly feel tired,
and need a rest"...

Second day in the hospital...
our church from GBI Sion City sent someone to the hospital
and make the healing prayer...

another pastor from my brother's church
also came a visit and helped the healing prayer as well...

the Youth "Tunas Zaitun" also visited Jonathan twice
one time at the hospital
one time at our house
i appreciate what these young people do,
came give my son the care & attention
and gave a spirit for my son to be healthy soon
prayed together for a speedy healing process...

i am not sure if it was miracle or not..
becoz i don't know what usual or unusual with the DBD ..
anyway for our family, it was a miracle

the first nite Jonathan's trombosit was 30,000
second nite for slowly increasing to 38,00
third nite it was still slowly increased to 47,000
Long way to go, I thought...
I even calculated how much would i spend the cost in hospital
if in one day Jonathan's trombo only raising 8000 point,
then the calculated probability would be somewhere like this..
10 more days in the hospital...
hhmmm........

But , I thank Jesus that Our God work best according to His Only Plan....
He doesn't do something according to our plan &  our need,
on the third day Jonathan's trombosit was drastically raising to 125,000 ....
wow.... doctor already released him...

i am glad that even though our church is not very big church
yet all the Pastors truly cares and sensitives to the need of its people
everytime we have some kind of problem,
they pray for us

I thank God for our church
may all of its services bring people closer to Jesus

Sick - Part 2

just experienced myself...
wasn't easy at all being sick & have to be able to care of someone who's sick too..

as far as i can remember,
(i also asked my mom)
i've never been as sick as this before,
don't know exactly why 


from the elementary school study,
thypoid fever caused by bacteria in food...
it means maybe somewhere along the time,
where i eat lunch nearby office,
was not as clean as it seems to be...
plus probably added with the over fatique condition,
made the bacteria go partying in the stomach...
just the thought of it already made me sick...


well, for me the doctor just said,
total bed rest for at least 3 or 4 days...
totally no getting up from bed,
unless going to toilet....
aarrggghhh....
and in the reality,
couldn't do it becoz i have to check out on my son
every now n then...


my son's condition was worrying..
his trombosit status when he was sent to hospital,
was only 30,000 while the normal condition is 150,000..
soo far away...


i realized that i have no energy & ability to take care of myself,
not along take care of my son...
so i prayed and just surrender to HIS arrangement for me...


thank's God, without asking my dad came & stayed over at my house,
he take care of me & Jonathan in the hospital during night time...
my mom took turn in the hospital at daytime
my brother helped out to totally cleaned up the house in attempt to 
make the house be protected from any viruses...
wiped out everything with detol (the famous anti virus, hehe)
of course the house became smell like the hospital...
and he did the running around errand to buy this n that
that some people recommends for us to take for additional medicine...


sometimes i probably take everything for granted,
when it came down to it,
that's what family all about...
helping hand protecting each other...
especially when one is down...


Thank you Jesus for my family...
...............................................................................  continued part 3

A Phone Call

got a surprising phone call
becoz i don't feel like did anything
that would be possible to be called...
anyway it's a nice phone call,
esp when he said where the call from,,,
another korea-related -- wow, can be so coincidence ...

don't wanna to say anything yet,
we'll see ...
hopefully it can be a good start in the new Chinese year...
nothing to lose,
but maybe something to gain...

Jia You for me !!! ...

Darn FEVER

All this time, i never thought that my body will be down
until this moment, I always fit person, barely ever get sick
(maybe regular influenza here n there)
but nothing would bring me down till more than 2 days...

Came home from work saturday nite
still felt okay ..
nothing felt wrong ...
then saturday night when i was in bed about ready to sleep...
there it was...

the high fever attacked ..
body temperature went up to 39.6 (of course, it's Celcius in hee)
yet my body shivering to the bone ...
felt like being in a winter season in wisconsin ...
bbrrrrr.....
the difference was in the winter season country,
we were equipped with the heater & sometimes use electric blanket ...
i looked at some fever medicine in the cabinet...

sunday morning came ...
feels like usual...
fever went away already ...
but since my son, Jonathan was feeling not well n also have fever...
so we didn't go anywhere,
not even go to church ...
go to the doctor instead to check Jonathan's condition ...
doctor gives some medicine ...

sunday afternoon ..
there you go, the fever came near again...
darn, this time, even Decolgen wouldn't make the fever go away ..
it combines with nautius, terrible headache ..
the suffering went further until the monday morning ...

Gee ... woke up somewhere at 11,
even make 1 message almost can't make it ...

Horrible Monday ...
then the afternoon, my turn to visit the doctor ...

blood test the next morning
both of us, Jonathan and me ...

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to be continued

Special Valentine & Imlek Edition

being born as partly chinese decendant
Imlek or Chinese New Year is part of our yearly routines
although this year since i had to be at work
since morning
till the evening ,,,,,,,

Valentine's Day ...
the Love Day ....
before i go to work ...
Natashia, my eldest daughter
give me a small box
filled with little heart shaped chocolate box...
everytime my child gives me something
always melt my heart ...

in the "weird moment"

LOVE
Love very powerful
either to make a person happy or even sad
ready to be happy becoz of love
means ready to be sad becoz of love ..

tears for being in love
tears for being out of love....