12 hours

last week and today has been almost and sometimes more than 12 hours at work,

been crazy and tiring...

i thought this week is getting better,

but obviously i am wrong,

it's the D day minus 7,

i mean before the 1st anniversary,

of course it would get worse,

today is from before 8 in the morning till 8 at night.. 

just pray to God,

so that He will keep my body n mind fit and well,

so everything run smoothly n extremely well

til every party is over,,,

until i get time to take a little extra off days,

some days just enjoying life, swimming, reading a book beside the pool,

eating scrumptuous breakfast buffet according to my taste,

watch tv, enjoy cuisine from great restaurant,,,

catch on my sleep ...

totally enjoying life,

life like a totally relaxed person

i realized these are something to be grateful for,

meaning that we have works to do, 

obviously many works feel much much better than none work to do.  I'm still thanking God for all His blessings

Need Refreshing

buzy buzy buzy

need sleep ~ need sleep ~ need sleep

after the 1st anniversary celebration

i need refreshing ~ refreshing ~ refreshing

stay over at hotel will be sufficient enough

to recharge my energy

in the meantime,

energy level definitely can not go down

hotel ~ hotel ~ hotel

!!!!!!!

flattire

the last time, my tires flat out in the middle of busy street

my whole bag got "stolen" (to be exact = taken away without me knowing)

causing a bit trauma...

few days ago,

same incident, same busy street,

the back left tire flat out,

blep blep blep...

i spot a little tires shop (lebih tepatnya tukang tambal ban)

last time, i rushed to go out of the car,

looking at the tire,

that's when my bag got ripped off...

this time,

i don't rush out getting out of the car,,

instead i hide the laptop first undeerneath the car seat

take my bag with me..

then most importantly,

lock the car, when i go out to see the tire being fixed...

proud of my self,

managed to overcome my trauma...

Yeehaa

Night Routine

lately, i've this unavoidable new night routine...

the night eating habit ...

this habit started around 2 weeks ago,

i seriously didn't like it all,

coz it will or probably already did make bad impact...

the no-desires eating for lunch and afternoon time,

become feeling of hunger at night

did try several times to hold my hunger and not eat til the next morning,

but i guess my stomach couldn't stand the empty stomach

so there u go, around 9 o'clock coming home from work, after take shower and everything else,

i have to eat rice, bread , or everything else that's heavy...

ooo, please, this new night routine would definitely

add extra pounds here and there,

this has to be stop..

hopefully can start tomorrow,

since i failed not to eat tonight...

my 8 kg of losing weight since the beginning of the year, 

would definitely be ruined if i continue this new night routine...

bunch of thanks

words may not be able to express what my heart feel this period of time,

Your never ending love toward me

You must have loved me soo much,

nevertheless how i was and i am,

after that period of terrified, scared, vandalized, and discomfort everywhere i go

You suddenly give me a light in my life

i understand now,

the black period must had been a test whether or not i passed it,

You wanted to know how strong i hang on to You,

 the rainbow that You promised after that thunderstorm,

it does slowly appear, and now even emerging into an array of beautiful colors,

what we call, rainbow.

Bunch of thanks 

to my only one Live Savior,

the One and Only,

happy moment actually crumbles up with nervous feeling,

but as long as i only hang on to You,

i know i am able and will be able,

because everything i do, 

You are not going to be far away,

You are not even going to be behind me,

but You are going to be right in front of me,

Leading me walking on the right passage

to the right destination as You plan

Lord Jesus, thank You for all Your Blessings to me,

Your Unconditional Love, Your Never Ending Support,

You are The Almighty.

for whatever You give me,

You also give me all i need to be able to make it happen

according to Your Plan.

I love You, Jesus

bunch of thanks for Jesus, my God,

the new title, the additional money, and especially the trust given to me,

Be with me, hold my hands in every things i do, God
i know You will never let go my hand

Strokes on the Sky

From the imagination @ driving range from office to work,

continued with the dream of two hours sleep,

since yesterday nite,

wanted soo much to write this,

"what would suddenly appear if  Ink Strokes on the Sky worth 7 million Singapore dollars?
a sudden numbness on the finger....  a sudden frozzbrain...  "

usually i just let it disappear but at the moment, 

i want to hang on to this crazy things 

it may have no meaning now or even later ...

only Sky, Me, and the far away imagination and wildest dream who understand........

will keep this hanging on the sky for now,

let it flow & glow ...

Make My Strokes as High as The Sky
oh my, oh my

best regards from the silversky

i might as well put the best airlines picture here.
googled pict source from www.gadling.com
from the googling picture
turns out to be interesting website of his

Friends ...

don't know whether i give the right title to this post or not...

what i mean by "friends" in this post are everybody around me, can mean real friends, colleagues, subordinates, superiors, well, just it, people around me, close or not close.

With too many unnecessary things which had happened, i realized that wanted or not,
i have lost few friends,  not because they die, but these few people maybe just don't consider me as friends anymore...
Originally i was pretty sad about this, but when i think it over and over again,
i just realized that not everybody i can consider friends,
if this people around me in fact has made me uncomfortable with,
or be un-kind to me,
then some people are just not meant to be my friends... 

"Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise."
- sent by Steve

However, life is fair indeed,
where i feel that few has left,
more people becomes friends...

In my conclusion : 

"sometimes is absolutely okay to lose some friends, just perhaps because we are friends with those people, others don't want to be your friends... but when we take stands for what we think is the right thing to do, then others whom are not your friends yet, become your friends"

hhmmm... is this true or not ???

i remember now people saying something like this  : "You Lose Some, You Gain Some"

"No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever."
- Francois Mocuriac - Sent in by spiff