Farewell, my friend

i found out through a blowing wind
that one of my best friend has to go somewhere,,
don't know for sure what had happened
but it's very sad to know that he will go
after what we've been up to,
from nothing to something,
from all that soil digging,
till recent condition ...

it was really nice have been able to know him,,,

you know what,
he may not even think of me as best friend,
but in more than 2 years  i know him,
not once i see or hear him not in a positive thought ..

he's the kind of person who never talk bad bout something,
always in the positive attitude toward any kinds of situation ..

it's an honor to know you,
hopefully somewhere in different situation,
better situation,
would be nice to meet again ...

so long and farewell ...
hope life treats you much better as you deserve to be ...

God bless him

Daily Miracle Experience

These past month or two,

i've experienced soo many things

that can be considered miracle ...

Daily Miracle Experiences

happens and appears as i work and do all the task everyday ...

I feel very blessed with all the achievements

that my team make for this season

all of the things we make are pretty much accurate

and finally we get an acknowledgment that we did our best and did good,

although of course, for him there is always one flaw ..

well, i don't care ...

he should admit it too actually,

that things were flowing smoothly and even more than he could expect ...

if he or they just believe in God
believe in God's works ..

it truly God's hands leading all of us,

God's word that make all heart melts,

all negotiations done successfully, 

if it is not by God who else can do all of those ...

I experienced daily miracle happen to me and team not just per day,

but several times it happens counting by hours

now that passed, 

i am amazed and start realizing all that ... 

one of the man in my team even said several times, ... wow, this is a miracle .

..

the other factor that made things more aggressive and determined,

is most probably all the extra pressure, the daily yelling, the nagging he had put on us ~ on me,

i remember when he was extra mad of something --all those scary moments

no matter how i think i know him, i am still always scared whenever he get mad

anyway, all the achievements ...

All and All are because God is always with us,

i am sure it isn't possible to get what we are right now without His miracle every day,

that's the time when i surely see, watch and experience it my self how He really work side by side with us,

from small miracle to big miracle happens everyday to make all obstacles and barriers went away ..

How Great is my God ...

Dio è Amore  (God is Love)

Lebaran Season / Ied Fitri Moment

this always happen after the peak season,
Lebaran season is one of them ...
the time where all over the body feel aching ..
not to mention this time maybe because of the weather
the unstable weather,
sun shining really hot in the morning,
then rain pouring hardly in the afternoon,
makes it harder for the body to adapt
my body still have fever every now and then for the past 3 or 4 days now

somewhere along the line ...
start with the pre-preparation of the lebaran season ,
especially the extra hard situation that my team and i face
with the extra pressure and demand ,,, phhheeeewww ...
twice going home late at night, or should i say early in the morning 2 or 3 in the morning
(right before lebaran)


then lebaran come,
busy crowded day at daytime, 
visiting mom's friend at the hospital,
(sometimes when i see very sick person, i think my condition is drop by 1 stage,
don't know why, it's maybe psychological effect??)

then, what else ...
another rundown to the airport,
followed by going to puncak for total of 5 to 6 hours stack in traffic to control the other outlet
the cold weather
all of the above working related
except for the hospital visitation ...
totally wore me down ...

the age factor maybe has somehow contributes to all of these,
last year i didn't see my body was affected by all kinds of heavy duty task and duties  ...


anyhow, i am glad it's over
today - this Sunday is possibly the last day of most crowd,
maybe til the end of the month,
there is still a bit crowd ,
but i predict it won't be the same as the last 9 days ....


the Lebaran season in my place,
was closed by AFGAN concert
A Simple yet Elegant concert ,
although he wasn't at his best voice ,
he was catching a terrible cold,
i notice it from his voice,
but i have to admit this boy is truly a professional
this is the second time we call him,
and in both events he attract lots of crowds..

with his flu, his performance still great,
he still willing to add his charm here and there,

i saw his face turning red at his backstage cause of his flu,,,
again he still willing to do photo sessions with his fans,
at his car, when he sees his fans crying and that one reporter asked him for small interview,
he still want to turn down his car's window,
say something nice to those people including that crying girl ..
i absolutely salute his attitude and character,

little things that makes him still well-known and exist in the celebrity world
truly A Star

SMS

continued from 2 days ago,

today also around 4 o'clock

2 text messages in my handphone

not a very long sms,

but  i like the way he writes,
isn't that very caring and nice words to me

his words make me smile

and i can't stop smiling till now ...

and this time i don't tell anybody bout the sms,

becoz i know they wouldn't like it again...

i am going almost crazy now,

becoz i kinda forget how he looks like,

it just annoys me,

when i want to think of him 

but i almost forget the detail of his face 

met him once in May 

talked for sometimes in that day

i feel like missing him,

and there are lots of things i wanna talk to him about,

but i know i can not

Anyway, thank you for making my days this week becomes soo flowery,

I have rushing and targeted works this week,

and even a bad mood becoz of one unprofessional inexperience person 

but for a while now,,,

looking from the way they reacted,

i feel soo good and wonderful ...

I hope he will continue to make feel good ..

i like it ... very flowery moment for me ...

i hope he will come again sometimes soon

next time he come,
i will make sure i am paying attention more details about you

so i can think and picture you in my mind
and so i won't ever forget your face again

Good night, Anneyong my Prince

Geoumapsemnida

a Short Phone Call

afternoon time around 4 o'clock

my handphone rang,

it said  +82 ...

i know that area code is from Seoul

but wondering who might that be,

bcoz all of my bosses are here in jkt

one of them even sit down in his desk ...

hhhmmmm,,,,,,,who could this be????????

Samsung Star handphone, i wish this purple one is mine

was very much surprise that this person called

obviously !!! 

nice though, his good firm voice

good English
i still clearly hear it in my ear now ...

nothing much and important from the conversation

of course i kinda choked in the first one minute maybe,,

but thank God, it went well after that 

this was 2 days ago ..

when i reported to them,
i don't believe the reactions ,,,

then one was pretty much annoyed by the fact he called me directly,

hhmmm... 

it's not my problem, i think

if they don't like it him calling me then it's their problem ...ho ho ho