A Thought which came out from a Wedding Invitation

Receive a Wedding Invitation today,

since the nick name of the person it's not familiar for me,

then start to look further more inside,

.....

ooooo ,,, that's the guy who will get married,

then i look again in the name of the bride ... because i was thinking she must be this female i knew, but ou no ,, it's not her name ,,,

start to wonder and think and rethink and rethink again for quite some minutes .........  

hhmmm,,,,   do i miss something, don't i usually see this guy dating and in relationship with a female i know,  for all i know they've been together in relationship for almost 3 years already --------   i remember seeing how close and nice they are together for several times, quite recently --- like not more than 3 months ago,,,  hhhmmm.... then i ask one or two person secretly trying to confirm what i remember ,, from them i know that i do remember this person right ... 

the reason why i talk about this is not about to judge somebody - nothing like that at all, 

 i am looking at it , thinking and analyzing and make it into a conclusion --- maybe a sentimental conclusion at the moment :

Man (meaning human being) makes plan, but then again who would have known how it will turn out how it will happen in the future, can be according to man's plan, but can be totally different than the plan  ...  and i'm not talking about some times way later on in the future,, sometimes it just have time difference in one month, or one week, or even one day or one second.

~~~ The time so called TOMORROW, we never know how life will turn out for us~~~

When i think deeper about it , naturally i am also thinking that  why should we even bother to make plans if the reality turn out to be different ... whether or not we have made the right choice for our best future, we also don't know, as this world is keep moving on, keep rotating ........   

It becomes the opposite of the religious belief, isn't it ..... but i guess that's the beauty of our life, only God knows how it will turn out, because He is The One who makes the Master Plan, what He ask from us just to believe that His Plan are not just good for us, but always The Best for us , either we realize it or not, and His Plan for us always come At The Right Time and The Right Moment ...

'That's what i call The Mistery of the Universe' ~ whether I like it or not ~ whether I am aware of it or not ~ The Mistery can best be The Miracles if we keep believing and still in the faith.

For God has been good to me all these times,  Miracles either it's in the form of Blessings, Knowledge, Protection or something else keep happening in my life, and for all those, i am so grateful to My God.

Something happened and it had been my regrets for all these years - more than a decade i kept on asking and sometimes even judge myself, but again My God is so Good, out of the blue i came to know that ANSWER of why i did not take my life walking into that route. 

So it still applies : 

" Keep Believe and the Miracles come to you ~ 

Miracles happen when we believe it will come"

change or not

i had the urge to change the template of my blog sometimes ago,

now when i open and look at it,

i think i still like the way it looks,

the template looks organized and neat (for me, at least)

this rubbish really not important enough to be written down,

i guess i need something to do with the blog

soooooo

change or not change 

???????????????????

probably i need to browse for templates first,

then decide later on

Where is that novel writer, Ilana Tan?

tiba-tiba ...

kangen banget ...

sama yang namanya ilana tan

novel2nya , of course ...

apa kabarnya ya setelah the 4 season finished,

does she write another set of novel

i for sure want to read her novel again 

if she still writes ..

just recently finished reading novel "Perfect Stranger"

and few others

not as impactful as one of the Ilana Tan's novel

that's probably why i miss her style of writing ..

because i want to read something like 'Autumn in Paris' or 'Winter in Tokyo'

just to remind me of those 4 novels

unfortunately long time ago, 

after i bought the book one by one,

keluarlah 4 buku itu dalam 1 kemasan cantik di Gramedia

yang hampir aja buat lupa daratan mau beli lagi,

but it's a good thing my daughter reminded me at the time ... 

"kenapa kita mo punya 2 sets of novel yg sama"...

yup, that's rite ....