More of them

Yesterday nite,
i posted some pictures in my facebook

but i set it so only me who can see it..  ho ho ho ,, look how silly i become

actually it's just regular pictures taken at the time of religious celebration
but i don't know for sure what would people from the same place would think of it,
and i don't want to ruin the pictures with unworthy and indecent comments
and i also don't have any other agenda behind it like -------
but with some people , i can never tell what they think  ...

i just admire them as is ...
even though today in that room, as if one of them became somebody i never know before,
nevertheless i just want to admire them from the outside

These Are What I Wrote for The Pictures
(sometimes imagination comes better without the pictures)

Captions from 1st picture:

they are happy ~ the sharing moment with those kids ...
I love these smiles ~ hopefully there will always be wonderful situations so that they can smile like this more often

Caption from 2nd picture:

true genuine smile of him when that little kid kiss the back of his hand
I am glad I capture this moment

Caption from 3rd picture:

he is stating his purposes for the new project

Caption from 4th picture:

he is closing his eyes ---- but Nope ~ he is not singing ...

Caption from 5th picture:

he keeps smiling

Caption from 6th picture:

people said smiling comes from the heart .....
he continues smiling .....

Caption from 7th picture:

Sharing is giving happiness to others we share and also giving happiness to ourselves ...
Things that make them smile sincerely.

Caption from 8th picture:

look >> they are 'standing down' for those kids ...

Caption from the Last picture i took:

The Three Special Gentlemen

Looks BETTER from Further & Outer Distance

it's always happen ...

...................

something we like or

someone we admire and respect,,,

looking something or someone from further away
is 
much much BETTER and much more LOVABLE 
than

when you start to look at it from closer distance

......

that's what happen...

when you start liking something,,,,

admiring someone,,,,

you can't help it ,,,

you start to dig deeper and deeper,,,,

so you can get a better and closer look at it,,,
or....
you start want to be closer,,,

but when you get inside ,,,

you find thing is not what you expected it ...

that's when it comes the regret

why you started to get closer than what it supposed to be ...

Well oh Well

a Dash of him

don't know exactly how to put it

as soon as i get home which is about 2 hours ago,

i stared at my hand-phone, in dilemma
dilemma whether or not i want to send him an sms or not

after several minutes staring at my Samsung mobile phone,

i decided to write something 

because i want him to know that 

it's not just from me, but words come truly from all of us,

the five of us really respect and love him more and more every day

we were amazed  of what he did
(is amaze  the right word to express it or not...hhmm)   ...

i text him a simple notes with hopefully a clear purpose behind it that,

we always support him, no matter how sometimes things get very complicated 

nevertheless it's sometimes concerning our own personal needs that needs to be taken care of too...

come to my surprise, 

he reply  with soo nice & warm words

sigghss,,,, i am very touched, some tears maybe drop already to my cheeks

and not just feeling sensitive or emotionally whatever,

but i feel enlightened by his warm words

that's the kind of man i look up to

don't misunderstand - it's definitely not an infatuation

but i do admire him,

i already see, know, experienced and understand some of his weakness

however his weakness are covered by his tremendous good sides and extremely fine virtue of him
his honesty and sincerity
one in a million
i feel it's worthwhile knowing him

enough said...

I wish that God bless him abundantly

so that he would be the person 
whom God trust to be His Blessing channel for me for longer time possible