Getting close to the End of 2010

Getting Close to the End of 2010,

like usual at these periods of times,

many things to do,

the expected and needed crowds are definitely there,

thanks to God

......

on the 23rd finish my Last Big Event in 2010

with Yovie and Nuno and Bondan PRakoso feat Fade2 Black

the Bondan fade2black fans were very excited and energetic

result was good, sponsorship are happy of the crowds,

I love looking at the pool packed with the people splashing the waters

very exciting indeed ....

......

the Christmas events which is considered smaller event were great too

seems like everything was going good ...

there are some days left of the school holiday season ...

hoping that there are still good crowds to end the 2010

and the beginning of 2011 ....

so that everything can be paid on time ...

not to mention the importance of us, the people getting paid ON TIME and COMPLETELY ...

seriously getting sick and tired of all the delays ...

real life's Drama

when i watch any drama,

either it's soap opera, K-drama (korean drama),sinetron (indonesian drama), telenovela (mexican drama),

most of them amused me in few or some ways,

makes me cry 

makes me tensed

makes me angry or sometimes even furious that i get the feeling to strangle the villain's character,

all kinds of mixed feelings emerge from watching drama ..

dramas i love soo much,

dramas we love soo much...

i start to think these few days 

is my life becoming like one of the korean drama or indonesian drama,

there are so many things happen in my life right now,

just like what i watch some episodes...

oooo, gee... nooo!!!!

i definitely don't like it ...

some days or months in your life start to become several episodes from the drama ...

good satisfied ending, please

~ tired ~

o. God,

i am soo soo tired

can not be described by words ..

i am just soo tired,,,

my mind

my heart

my soul ....

just soo soo tired

very tired

i need something to lean on,

or somebody,,

but nobody here can lend me the shoulder to lean on ...

i just have You to lean

nobody else ...

Almighty God, my Father,

please grant me my wishes

i believe You will extend Your hand

to pull me out from all these at the right time ...

meanwhile,
give me the strength,

the patience,

the wisdom,

to do everything
to survive