Autumn in Paris ... hiks hiks hiks ...

another one (of course another good one) by Ilana Tan   ----
Autumn in Paris

Autumn & Paris --
Autumn & Paris match very well
and from the title, it just seems soo romantic, isn't it

about this book, i will comment more detail later on after i finish wiping out my tears who just roll down on my cheeks....

but for now,  i only want to write:

I LOVE THE STORY, but in the same time I HATE IT TOO....

Sigghhsss..... deep breath ....

i try to hold my tears although i can't stop it from rolling down just by itself once in a while,  and when it comes to this simple sentence:

dibalik foto yg kelima  ... tertulis 

  "Aku dan segala yang kuinginkan dalam hidup"

yup, gak kuat sudah, jebol aja tangisan & air mata yang dr chapter sekian tadi sudah ditahan2 ...
silly me, silly me... this is just a book

kalo biasanya aku lebih merasakan apa yang dirasakan oleh character cewek, but not this time,
i am in too deep and more with Tatsuya...

i can feel his pain
yup, yup, i can..
but then again .... i lie, i can't feel his pain,
becoz i never have experience like what Tatsuya feels
dan juga, catet,, Jangan Sampai!!!... 
(knock knock on the table) 

i fall in love with Tatsuya Fujisawa,
sangat sangat jatuh cinta dengan dia
jika aja bisa menemukan dia 

love everything about him

the way he does everything,

the way he writes those letters to the radio

the way he asks Tara Dupont for a date from the radio

the way he loves Tara Dupont ...

all soo perfect ....

Too bad, what's not perfect is only one,

his sad love story ...

will be continued ....