my son said it's been raining since 4 am yesterday ...
and hasn't stopped yet until maybe around 9 or 10 pm ...
two o'clock in the morning already ...
yet same things happen ....
just can't go to sleep ....
i realize sometimes it just dawn on me ...
blank mind
empty heart
no expression
no feelings
what happen is!!!
beneath what's going on -----
beneath every conversations i make ----
behind my smiles & laughter ----
behind the scenes of what i do routinely ----
that's it ....
it's just that --- bunch of routine activities ---but inside is blank ---
sometimes i just wonder WHAT IS IT
that WILL ACTUALLY can make me truly happy,
can make me truly feel satisfaction,
can make me truly feel has a great life ...
it's pretty sad that i don't know the answer yet ...
Funny but True
Hopefully i am not the only one
i don't mind looking at the rain from the window,
if i would be able see that beautiful rainbow at the end ...
my song for tonight
different title for this song : "Not Enough Love/Only Love/Just with Love" by Kim Boom Soo
from What Happened in Bali starred Jo In Sung, So Ji Sub, Ha Ji Won...
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