~ tired ~

o. God,

i am soo soo tired

can not be described by words ..

i am just soo tired,,,

my mind

my heart

my soul ....

just soo soo tired

very tired

i need something to lean on,

or somebody,,

but nobody here can lend me the shoulder to lean on ...

i just have You to lean

nobody else ...

Almighty God, my Father,

please grant me my wishes

i believe You will extend Your hand

to pull me out from all these at the right time ...

meanwhile,
give me the strength,

the patience,

the wisdom,

to do everything
to survive