Nice = Wise ?? NoT

It never occurred to me before,

but i just realize and experience it myself

I would've thought that

there is nothing wrong to be a nice person..

well,,,, now i have to think twice about it ...

being a nice person NOT EQUAL to a Wise Person...

I would even say Far From ...

I experienced it several times,

someone is being nice to everybody ....

there is nothing wrong with that...

but if this person is actually the person that everybody looks up to...

then the comes out become very different ....

it's hard to say things without saying the exact things,

but anyway....

that's all i wanted to say ...

maybe i am being oversensitive or overreact or just being completely screwed up...

I didn't want to believe it myself at the first time i experienced it,

but it did happen...

n believe it or not...

it does happen again,,,

and again....

I get very disappointed by a totally nice person ...

how could it be ...

oh, well,,, it just happen again n again n again ...

i am soo weird, but that's me ...

how can i feel neglected becoz someone is being nice to other ...

it's not a jealousy, it's not an envy,

it's just become all bundled up ...

oh, well,

i am past the disappointment anyway...

whoever you want to be nice to, let it be ...

after all everything there it's yours,

i just thought i am being a bit more concerned or worried

bout this or that ...

but i guess if you don't seem to mind,

something happened like it happens now,

then it would all be up to you ....