Getting close to the End of 2010

Getting Close to the End of 2010,

like usual at these periods of times,

many things to do,

the expected and needed crowds are definitely there,

thanks to God

......

on the 23rd finish my Last Big Event in 2010

with Yovie and Nuno and Bondan PRakoso feat Fade2 Black

the Bondan fade2black fans were very excited and energetic

result was good, sponsorship are happy of the crowds,

I love looking at the pool packed with the people splashing the waters

very exciting indeed ....

......

the Christmas events which is considered smaller event were great too

seems like everything was going good ...

there are some days left of the school holiday season ...

hoping that there are still good crowds to end the 2010

and the beginning of 2011 ....

so that everything can be paid on time ...

not to mention the importance of us, the people getting paid ON TIME and COMPLETELY ...

seriously getting sick and tired of all the delays ...

real life's Drama

when i watch any drama,

either it's soap opera, K-drama (korean drama),sinetron (indonesian drama), telenovela (mexican drama),

most of them amused me in few or some ways,

makes me cry 

makes me tensed

makes me angry or sometimes even furious that i get the feeling to strangle the villain's character,

all kinds of mixed feelings emerge from watching drama ..

dramas i love soo much,

dramas we love soo much...

i start to think these few days 

is my life becoming like one of the korean drama or indonesian drama,

there are so many things happen in my life right now,

just like what i watch some episodes...

oooo, gee... nooo!!!!

i definitely don't like it ...

some days or months in your life start to become several episodes from the drama ...

good satisfied ending, please

~ tired ~

o. God,

i am soo soo tired

can not be described by words ..

i am just soo tired,,,

my mind

my heart

my soul ....

just soo soo tired

very tired

i need something to lean on,

or somebody,,

but nobody here can lend me the shoulder to lean on ...

i just have You to lean

nobody else ...

Almighty God, my Father,

please grant me my wishes

i believe You will extend Your hand

to pull me out from all these at the right time ...

meanwhile,
give me the strength,

the patience,

the wisdom,

to do everything
to survive

Hit Man "David Foster" Live Show

started about 3 weeks ago when i watched the David Foster's Hit Man Show at Ritz Carlton Hotel advertisement, October 27th 2010 on TV, i searched on the websites on the price of the tickets ... unfortunately, the ticket price of his show is extremely expensive ... i think it's the most expensive from the other international stars who had their show here in Jakarta ... price ticket started from 1 million (not seated, i forget??) -- the cheapest seated is Rp 3 million going up to Rp 7.5 million.... WoW, such price is definitely out of My League, hiks hiks

actually when thinking bout the ticket price for one as big as David Foster, it's all worth it, more over, he is bringing some other Great Singer such as Natalie Cole, Peter Cetera, and i forget who else ... really is too bad, i simply can't afford ... not along show ticket performance for Rp 3 million, buying handphone for Rp 3 million i already thought very long time before buying it, hahaha ...

i hope there is some kind of his performance on tv later on maybe several months after this ... 

this is a live show of David Foster and Peter Cetera (from Chicago) back at 2002, i search from youtube  ..... btw, talking bout Peter Cetera and Chicago, they were another big stars in my years back then and their songs either from the Peter Cetera himself or the Chicago his previous group before he turned into solo career were quite phenomenal to me till now a days.

Choke Incident

want to enjoy sate ayam (chicken satay),  turn out to be scary incident ..  hufftt.... for the time being, that would be the last sate for quite sometimes in the near future ....

yesterday nite buying sate, like regular i eat it one skewer per skewer ,,,  then at one particular sate .... i choke on something .... felt something weird going through my throat ... tried to puke it back right away  .... aakkk... aaakkk... aaakkkk..... it doesn't come out... seems that 'the thing' stuck in the middle of the throat ... 

oh,my ,,, i am an f&b person and know exactly what to do in case of choking incidents, but this weird thing hasn't gone through inside yet, and felt like it sticks on the throat   ....

my son and daughter were panicking ... Jonathan hit the back of my neck several times hoping that thing is going out .... i am still in my effort, afraid to close my mouth , obviously can't talk either, becoz i was afraid that thing would go more deeper inside the throat ...

finally after several minutes, i felt that 'the thing' slowly came into my mouth a bit, i tried to search for it with my hand, it was still sticking in the top of my mouth .... 

Voila, 'that thing' finally was able to come out ...

and it was a very thin wooden piece from the sate skewer, about 2.5 cm long ...

good thing, i was survived eventhough till today i felt that the surface of my throat and the top of my mouth is still a little hurt, maybe due to the scratch that wooden pieces ...

What a Scary Choking Incident...

this is taken searching from google:

Blame for the Natural Disaster

all i heard when i opened the TV, flipping from channel to channel,people blaming our President, Mr. SBY...for all the natural disaster that just happen in our country ...

......

honestly, people ...

stop looking for who to blame,

stop talking on TV,

start taking action.

start by little step,

if you have money and time,

go out there, join the volunteers,

if you have money,

go find a bonafide and trustworthy charity organization,

and share little of your money to help the victims of volcanoes and tsunami ..

.......

it's very tiring to hear and watch people commenting bout this...

i was thinking... Is Our President, Mr. SBY wants "his" people to suffer or die from the horrible tsunami or volcanoes ...of course, not!!!  ...he doesn't want all of these to happen to his people....nobody in their right mind living in this country "LIKE" incidents (such as natural disasters as big as tsunami or mountain volcanoes) to happen ... not along in our own country, we don't want this to happen anywhere in the world ... period ....

this is soo typical  ...

always try to look for scapegoat ,

who to blame ...

every disaster becomes politics issue..

.......

doesn't make sense at all,

doesn't go into my logical thinking...

as for now, the Tsunami victim in Mentawai already reach 414 people dead, uncountable sufferings...

so does the Merapi Volcano victims in Jogjakarta ..

and the counting numbers still going up drastically ...

Let's Pray for Indonesia
so no more big natural disaster 
and God protect all of us

Taste of Korea 2010

like last year, i did have intention to at least go to one of the Korean event series,
so i spare some time to see the Taste of Korea 2010
if last year had been held in Grand Indonesia ..
this year it was held at new mall at Gandaria City Mal
it is very suitable since in that mal there is brand new LotteMart (Korean Hypermart)


like always,
i went there with both my kids and my mom,
hhmmm.....  
it's not me if i don't get lost first ...
after turning back and forth at the same street somewhere at Pondok Indah area
then
voila there you go, Gandaria City Mal
was very relieved when we finally found it ..hehehe,,,
i almost turn to other destination if in one more turn i still could't find this Mal ...

We got there quite in time,
i forgot was it 12.30 ??
show hasn't began yet ...
just saw some Korean teenagers from taekwondo got there,
they were preparing themselves ...

the booth participants of Taste of Korea 2010 not very much different than last time

insam booth (ginseng booth),  the Korean grape booth, candy booth also selling yummy Tteokbokki,

tteokbokki (tteopoki) is one of Korean snack, from rice cakes cooked with spicy but some sweet taste...

(they sell one small portion for 25rb, quite expensive, while usually i ordered tteokpokki at Dae Jang Gum, Sogo Food Hall only around 35rb but very big portion)

this time the food demo was how to make good Kimchi ..

(kinda Korean pickles which taste spicy, sour, and good)

we did bring home one bag of kimchi ..

quite interesting the way people make Kimchi,

it's not as simple as it looks like,

and it does take long time to make that Cabbage fermented in the kimchi spice ..

well, it's complicated to make ...

as Guest Star  there was William Wongso, 

my culinary idol

who made comment bout Korean food in general

i did have a chance to take picture together ...

for the cultural show performance,

there was the traditional dance and music like last year,

and this year is more interesting because they also have the Taekwondo show
by the Korean teenagers from Kyungmin Taekwondo ...

We really enjoy this performance 

after the taekwondo performance,

there was also the modern dance by the 5 boys ...

their performance for me was not really good, but it seems that the audience quite enjoy it too ...

well, that's about the Taste of Korea this year ...

After watching the whole show, we went back and forth to LotteMart ,

scrumptious... hungry eyes looking at some of the korean foods sold in LotteMart ...

there sell teokbokki in some flavour (i never know that there are different kinds of teobokki) -- was very interesting, my mom and i ordered some different flavors and tried it, almost all flavors are good, but my tongue still used to the regular red sweet spicy ones...

not too mention i bought some of Korean canned drinks and the regular ramion (instant noodle)

it is quite a heavenly place to shop many korean foods or drinks over there,

and actually some of the regular foods and stuffs are also much cheaper there in LotteMart....

for sure i will be back there to LotteMart ...

till next year Taste of Korea

Money Money oh Money

this seems to be a very suitable song for me right now ...

who doesn't want to be rich, right

if there is anybody who said doesn't wanna be rich,

i say it's a lie ..

who doesn't want money,

everybody needs money,

lots of money will be better

as long as we don't earn money by doing unrighteousness,

Money is not everything,

but Money is THE Only Thing

ho ho ho... where do i hear this line before 

these are the lyrics, i just take the ones i like ... as usual  me ... i always cut the lyrics i don't like ..

all of us know familiar with this song, right

ok.... start singing .....

I WANNA BE RICH 

BY CALLOWAY

I want money, lots and lots of money
I want the pie in the sky
I want money, lots and lots of money
So don't be asking me why

I wanna be rich, ohh
I wanna be rich, ohh
I wanna be rich, ohh
I wanna be rich for a little love, peace and happiness

I want my cake, wanna eat it too
I want the stars and the silver moon

Every way rich
Love peace and happiness

I want all the things that lovers do
A pocketful of dreams come true
These are things you can not find
That'll keep you satisfied and rich

there is another song bout money and money that i like,

although the words are a bit vulgar,

but the point is crystal clear ..

WANNA BE BILLIONAIRE

BY  TRAVIS McCOY

I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad.
Buy all of the things I never had.
I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine.
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen.
Oh every time I close my eyes I see my name in shining lights.
Yeah a different city every night oh I swear the world better prepare for when ism a billionaire.

 

 So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks
And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was
Eating good sleeping soundly
I know we all have a similar dream
Go in your pocket pull out your wallet
And put it in the air and sing

 

i wanna be like Oprah, 

not only for the fact she is billionaire,

but for the fact being her and having her kinds of money

there are more things can be done to help the needy

soo conclusion:

MONEY is what i want right now

Schedule Korea Indonesia Week 2010

I am posting out the Schedule in here, even though all events are already closed,
who knows i will need them later on and for my next year references


Job Fair (DAFTAR)
Tanggal, waktu : 14 Oktober, 09.00 – 18.00 WIB
Lokasi : Tennis court, Senayan

Welcome dinner & Batik Hanbok Fashion Show (TIKET)
Tanggal, waktu : 11 Oktober, 06.30-20.30 WIB
Lokasi : Grand Balroom, The Ritz Carlton Hotel
Penyelenggara : Council of Nation Branding
Participants : Pejabat pemerintah dan budayawan x 300

Designer :

• Korea – Shin Sook Young (Sookhyun Hanbok / berwenang untuk kostum-kostum pada drama MBC ‘Daejanggeum’)
• Indonesia – Oscar Lawalata

Korean Movie Festival (TIKET)Tanggal : 11-16 Oktober
Lokasi : Blitz Megaplex Grand Indonesia
Penyelenggara : Korea Ministry of Culture, Sports and Tourism
Organisator : Kedutaan Besar Republik Korea di Indonesia    

K-Movies Titles

Secret Reunion, My Wife Got Married, Hello, Murderer (Indonesian subtitle) 

Running Turtle, Grand Chef 2 : Kimchi War, Lovers of 6 Years – Total 6 films

Indonesia – Korea Friendship Sharing Concert 2010 (TIKET) 
Korea Indonesian Friendship Festival (KIFF)
Waktu : Selasa, 12 Oktober 2010 (18:30 ~ 20:00)
Lokasi : Senayan City Indoor Tennis Stadium
Penyelenggara : Korea Ministry of Culture, Sports and Tourism
Organisator : Arirang TV
Bahasa pengantar : Bahasa Inggris
1. Pertunjukan pembuka : Musik fusion tradisional Korea, ‘Sinawi’
2. Ucapan selamat / pidato pembukaan : Tamu kehormatan
3. Konser perayaan :

• Pertunjukan tari tradisional Indonesia oleh “Padepokan Bagong Kusudiarjo”
• Paduan suara anak-anak Korea di Indonesia Tari tradisional Indonesia + konser lagu Korea (Daejangguem ‘Onara’)

4. Pertunjukan special :

• (KOREA) SHINee, Sohn Ho Young, Ku Jun Yeup, Naomi
• (INDONESIA) Gita Gutawa, The Dance Company

Korean Indonesia 2010 Cultural Exchange Festival (NON TIKET)Tanggal : 12-17 Oktober
Lokasi : Gandaria Mall

Culture Performance (UNDANGAN)
BEAT performance
Tanggal, waktu : 13 Oktober, 18.30-20.30 WIB
Lokasi : Balai Kartini
Penyelenggara : Korea Ministry of Culture, Sports and Tourism
Organisator : Seoul Performing Arts Company, Korean Culture and Information Service

Promotion of AT&D Korea (Advanced Technology & Design Korea) (NON TIKET)
Tanggal : 14-16 Oktober
Lokasi : Pacific Place Shopping Mall, 1st floor

Taekwondo Exhibition and Competition (NON TIKET)
Tanggal, waktu : 15 Oktober, 09.00 – 17.00 WIB
Lokasi : Tennis Court Senayan
Penyelenggara : Korea Ministry of Culture, Sports and Tourism
Organisator : Embassy of the Republic of Korea in Indonesia, Taekwondo Association of Indonesia 
Acara:

• Kompetisi Taekwondo Jakarta diselenggarakan oleh Duta besar Korea untuk Indonesia
• Pertunjukan Tim Demonstrasi Taekwondo (4 hari) 

Badminton Friendship Competition (NON TIKET)
Tanggal : 15-16 Oktober
Lokasi : Gedung Basket Stadium
Penyelenggara : Council of Nation Branding / Korea Badminton Association

Taste of Korea Food Festival (NON TIKET)
Tanggal, waktu : 16-17 Oktober, 13.00 WIB
Lokasi : Gandaria Mall

Korea Indonesia Week 2010

this week started from October 12th til 17th, 2010

have been another Korean ~ Indonesian Week ...

as usual, there is a series of cultural performances, K-movies showing, fashion shows, several cultural performances from both countries, Indonesia and Korea

and this year there is some additional shows like friendly badminton matches between us and korea

and also taekwondo ...

this year seems more specials than the 2009 becoz

in the KIFF  , October 12th

taken place at Tennis Indoor Stadium,

they invite SHINee, an uprising famous boybands from Korea

(SHINee had been known as one of the group who sing the soundtrack of Boys Before Flowers)

from Indonesia, there is Gita Gutawa ... 

Arirang TV had given more than 2000 free tickets (don't know the exact numbers) to the lucky fans

well, we can imagine the crowds and the fans and the whole fiesta who wants to come to this show, don't we

i did register and put my names in their several lucky draws, yet unfortunately no luck yet, hehehe... nothing new in the lucky draw category, i barely have any luck in this kind of  thing...

the K-movies festival itself was aired at BlitzMegaplex Grand Indonesia,

they also held it free, no charge at all to the ones who want to watch,

just call the Korean embassy for the movies tickets ...

as usual, i don't bother to go to any other performances or show,

since they are having them on weekdays anyway,

plus the hectic of me calling the Embassy and getting the tickets  ,

(eventhough all the tickets everywhere is free)

i always chose the Non ticket shows

Actually i planned to go the badminton friendly games between Indonesia and Korea this past Friday,

but just in the tip of my tongue i was about to ask permission to take an extradays off to my boss,

(plus my daughter has one off day, since it's the day to get a midterm report)

then he told me that this and that boss of ours were coming from Korea,

well,,, oh, well,,,

no need to go anywhere if there are korean bosses came,

bcoz i don't want to miss anything important ...

so the only show i go is
the  "Taste of Korea"
at Mal Gandaria City
today, Sunday October 17h, 2010

I Want It

i want 'it' soo much,

if You see that it's good and it's fit for me

let it be the One for me

i know You will approve my decision,

and You will lead me the way

to see The Light
and
to walk in the Pathway to Glory

help me, God

help me, Jesus

so that i can get this one

a Piece of Taeyang's Lyric

sometimes along the way

i find myself calling you first

........

1.

you're my chocolate,
my sweetest chocolate
i really want to have you ...

........  

2.

you're my ice cream,

my sweetest ice cream

i really want to have you...

.......

3.

lean on me

so that you can rest 

so that you can feel this wonderful happiness ... 

......

4.

I sing this song just for you ...

and my answer is:

1. thank you ~ thank you ~ ne, naa-dou (YES, me too)

2.  thank you ~ thank you ~ ne, naa-dou (YES, me too)

3.  Ne  ~  Ne  ~ Nomuchoayo (YES ~ YES ~ I really like it)

4.  komawoyo, Taeyang, saranghaeyo (thank you, Taeyang, i love you)

Indonesia vs Uruguay Friendship Soccer Game

Indonesia versus Uruguay (also known as La Celeste team)...

live from Gelora Bung Karno Senayan, Jakarta ...

interesting game, of course, don't talk bout the scores at all ..

we know all the fact that:

Indonesia is in rank 130 something from the world...

Uruguay is in rank 7 of the world...

(not to mention the progress record of Uruguay is the 4th winner in the World Cup 2010 just few months ago)

Indonesia leads the game by 1-0 in the first half of game by BOAS, one of the Indonesian national team ...

what do we expect ... we know that we are going to lose, right ..

it's not the score we care about ...

what i like bout this game is:

• we have to see how Uruguay team play, eventhough they only play against Indonesia, but they still give 100% of their efforts, not looking down at all ... with the world level player like Suarez, still playing seriously ...
• another thing we can see the difference of the physical endurance, the speed, the stability of the players in bringing the ball is just whole different level from the two ..

Anyway, it's good to see them in Jakarta .. yesterday night, i was watching news, i saw those Uruguay soccer players were walking around in one of the mall in Jakarta, wo wo wo... soo tall and looking reallly good ..  athletes, oh athletes ...    they were surrounded by crowds asking for signatures and photo taking... hehehe ..

oo, btw, Diego Forlan doesn't come ... but Luis Suarez and the other world cup players do come ... 

another Humor

same thing as below ...

taken from http://www.wolfescape.com/Humour/WorkStress.htm

MY Favorite line probably is this one :

The Managers Prayer :-

We the willing, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the ungrateful.  We have done so much with so little for so long, we are now qualified to do anything with nothing.

The Light at the End of the Tunnel :-

I thought I saw a light at the end of the tunnel, but it was only some bastard with a torch bringing me more work!

Humor - Work & Stress

this is taken from this website with title: Humor - Work & Stress

http://www.wolfescape.com/Humour/WorkStress.htm

just for the fun of it ..

few of them are suitable for some working people
ha ha ha

So you want the day off :-

Lets take a look at what you are asking for :-

There are 365 days in the year available for work.

There are 52 weeks in the year, in which you already have two days off per week, leaving 261 days available for work.

Since you spend 16 hours each day away from work, you have used up 170 days, leaving only 91 days available.

You spend 50 minutes each day in coffee breaks which accounts for 25 days per year, leaving only 68 days available.

With 1 hour lunch period each day, you have used up another 46 days, leaving only 22 days available for work.

You normally spend two days per year on sick leave.

This leaves only 20 days available for work.

We are off for 5 holidays per year, so your available working time is down to 15 days.

We generously give you 14 days vacation per year, which leaves only 1 day available for work, and I'll be damned if I'm going to let you take that day off.

tired or bored

i am in between this state of mind ...

don't know whether i feel TIRED of everything 

or

Am I  BORED of everything ...

really don't know ...

have to find something better to do ...

i always think that Foreign Language is my interest,

maybe becoz in the past i used to be good and quick learning of  foreign language

thought of learning Hebrew 3 wks or a month before

it came to mind when my church started the Hebrew lesson for free

teached by a Rabbi from there,,,

but then again

i was afraid that i can't attend the courses routinely 

with the job like mine that seems like robbing away my leisure time ho ho ho ...

still learning Korean every night (or at least every other night or so)

study 2 books already, 1 cd,

yet everytime i tried to catch what my bosses talked to each other,

still can't understand it ... hhuuufft  ....

meaning listening comprehension still poor ... very poor !!!

so what to do to release all the tensions from fatique or boredom...

hhmmm..........

i need the time to do something or go somewhere maybe ...

being alone for some days seems like the ideal moment for me at the present ...

maybe it will be a good time for me to think what i want to do for the next few years ahead ...

????

ottoke 

Farewell, my friend

i found out through a blowing wind
that one of my best friend has to go somewhere,,
don't know for sure what had happened
but it's very sad to know that he will go
after what we've been up to,
from nothing to something,
from all that soil digging,
till recent condition ...

it was really nice have been able to know him,,,

you know what,
he may not even think of me as best friend,
but in more than 2 years  i know him,
not once i see or hear him not in a positive thought ..

he's the kind of person who never talk bad bout something,
always in the positive attitude toward any kinds of situation ..

it's an honor to know you,
hopefully somewhere in different situation,
better situation,
would be nice to meet again ...

so long and farewell ...
hope life treats you much better as you deserve to be ...

God bless him

Daily Miracle Experience

These past month or two,

i've experienced soo many things

that can be considered miracle ...

Daily Miracle Experiences

happens and appears as i work and do all the task everyday ...

I feel very blessed with all the achievements

that my team make for this season

all of the things we make are pretty much accurate

and finally we get an acknowledgment that we did our best and did good,

although of course, for him there is always one flaw ..

well, i don't care ...

he should admit it too actually,

that things were flowing smoothly and even more than he could expect ...

if he or they just believe in God
believe in God's works ..

it truly God's hands leading all of us,

God's word that make all heart melts,

all negotiations done successfully, 

if it is not by God who else can do all of those ...

I experienced daily miracle happen to me and team not just per day,

but several times it happens counting by hours

now that passed, 

i am amazed and start realizing all that ... 

one of the man in my team even said several times, ... wow, this is a miracle .

..

the other factor that made things more aggressive and determined,

is most probably all the extra pressure, the daily yelling, the nagging he had put on us ~ on me,

i remember when he was extra mad of something --all those scary moments

no matter how i think i know him, i am still always scared whenever he get mad

anyway, all the achievements ...

All and All are because God is always with us,

i am sure it isn't possible to get what we are right now without His miracle every day,

that's the time when i surely see, watch and experience it my self how He really work side by side with us,

from small miracle to big miracle happens everyday to make all obstacles and barriers went away ..

How Great is my God ...

Dio è Amore  (God is Love)

Lebaran Season / Ied Fitri Moment

this always happen after the peak season,
Lebaran season is one of them ...
the time where all over the body feel aching ..
not to mention this time maybe because of the weather
the unstable weather,
sun shining really hot in the morning,
then rain pouring hardly in the afternoon,
makes it harder for the body to adapt
my body still have fever every now and then for the past 3 or 4 days now

somewhere along the line ...
start with the pre-preparation of the lebaran season ,
especially the extra hard situation that my team and i face
with the extra pressure and demand ,,, phhheeeewww ...
twice going home late at night, or should i say early in the morning 2 or 3 in the morning
(right before lebaran)


then lebaran come,
busy crowded day at daytime, 
visiting mom's friend at the hospital,
(sometimes when i see very sick person, i think my condition is drop by 1 stage,
don't know why, it's maybe psychological effect??)

then, what else ...
another rundown to the airport,
followed by going to puncak for total of 5 to 6 hours stack in traffic to control the other outlet
the cold weather
all of the above working related
except for the hospital visitation ...
totally wore me down ...

the age factor maybe has somehow contributes to all of these,
last year i didn't see my body was affected by all kinds of heavy duty task and duties  ...


anyhow, i am glad it's over
today - this Sunday is possibly the last day of most crowd,
maybe til the end of the month,
there is still a bit crowd ,
but i predict it won't be the same as the last 9 days ....


the Lebaran season in my place,
was closed by AFGAN concert
A Simple yet Elegant concert ,
although he wasn't at his best voice ,
he was catching a terrible cold,
i notice it from his voice,
but i have to admit this boy is truly a professional
this is the second time we call him,
and in both events he attract lots of crowds..

with his flu, his performance still great,
he still willing to add his charm here and there,

i saw his face turning red at his backstage cause of his flu,,,
again he still willing to do photo sessions with his fans,
at his car, when he sees his fans crying and that one reporter asked him for small interview,
he still want to turn down his car's window,
say something nice to those people including that crying girl ..
i absolutely salute his attitude and character,

little things that makes him still well-known and exist in the celebrity world
truly A Star

SMS

continued from 2 days ago,

today also around 4 o'clock

2 text messages in my handphone

not a very long sms,

but  i like the way he writes,
isn't that very caring and nice words to me

his words make me smile

and i can't stop smiling till now ...

and this time i don't tell anybody bout the sms,

becoz i know they wouldn't like it again...

i am going almost crazy now,

becoz i kinda forget how he looks like,

it just annoys me,

when i want to think of him 

but i almost forget the detail of his face 

met him once in May 

talked for sometimes in that day

i feel like missing him,

and there are lots of things i wanna talk to him about,

but i know i can not

Anyway, thank you for making my days this week becomes soo flowery,

I have rushing and targeted works this week,

and even a bad mood becoz of one unprofessional inexperience person 

but for a while now,,,

looking from the way they reacted,

i feel soo good and wonderful ...

I hope he will continue to make feel good ..

i like it ... very flowery moment for me ...

i hope he will come again sometimes soon

next time he come,
i will make sure i am paying attention more details about you

so i can think and picture you in my mind
and so i won't ever forget your face again

Good night, Anneyong my Prince

Geoumapsemnida

a Short Phone Call

afternoon time around 4 o'clock

my handphone rang,

it said  +82 ...

i know that area code is from Seoul

but wondering who might that be,

bcoz all of my bosses are here in jkt

one of them even sit down in his desk ...

hhhmmmm,,,,,,,who could this be????????

Samsung Star handphone, i wish this purple one is mine

was very much surprise that this person called

obviously !!! 

nice though, his good firm voice

good English
i still clearly hear it in my ear now ...

nothing much and important from the conversation

of course i kinda choked in the first one minute maybe,,

but thank God, it went well after that 

this was 2 days ago ..

when i reported to them,
i don't believe the reactions ,,,

then one was pretty much annoyed by the fact he called me directly,

hhmmm... 

it's not my problem, i think

if they don't like it him calling me then it's their problem ...ho ho ho 

Sacrifice

there are different types of sacrifice

there is the type of sacrifice which i would do willingly,

but this time my sacrifice are not the kind of sacrifices that i have to do willingly,

it's the sacrifice that is most likely being forced to,

and at this point of time i couldn't do anything about it ...

this is how exactly how it feels 

(sorry to say, the impact it's just not in the feeling, i can endure and deal with feelings, but i also have to sacrifice the needs of my children)

huffftttt ....
Definitely very frustrating,,

when  basic needs have to be sacrificed
(again... along with several more people and their families)

and what soo ridiculously is that

our rights have to be hold on because one tiny group of people has to have their funs ?, have to take care their "we know who" most probably?, along with  other luxurious daily or weekly needs ... yakkss... 

how can this be happening  ...
the admiration and probably some other emotions attached

for some reason , which  are getting blurry now ???  ,,,,
that's why i said earlier "things looks better from outside"

this is definitely too much..
the reasoning didn't make more sense either
and stupidly enough, being treated this way,
i still have my heart stuck ...another yakks for me....

when i finally have our free full weekends saturdays and sundays,

i can not do anything either, 

since i have no money either ...

total SUCK!!!

btw,  this is what those persons don't know,
the best part of all this was few days before, 
the moment when i had to tell them,
i wonder if one of those person can still smile like what when they told us
if they had to tell those 'small' people
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I just couldn't bare to look at their  expressions
especially the facial expression from one of my guy

his face was shock and looks like wanna cry,

i felt like crying too, on the other hand, i can't do anything either ...
i truly do not like this moment

If usually i can come up with a good excuse to neutralize whatever conditions,

this time i just told them plainly and bluntly ...

"don't ask me why, since i don't know either, and i honestly think it's not fair for us either"

short ~ simple ~ bad news is bad news ...

and now i just have to swallow all of it,

of course, my family also becomes the indirect victims of this situation ...

it comes with a regret sometimes,

why didn't i leave when i got the chance,

but since i did decided to be here,

then i just have to believe that God definitely has other plan ...

maybe now He is trying to open my eyes that some people are not as nice, as gentle and as kind as they appear to be ,,,,
or....
better plan of HIM,
is He will show me the rainbow after this
Doesn't a wise word say
"You have to put up with the rains if you want to see the beautiful Rainbow"

I don't know ............

LIFE IS GOD'S MISTERY, 

No One Knows How It Will Turn To at The End,

but HE Just Ask Me to Believe in HIS Plan and HIS Thought,

and I'd better Follow HIM

Ramadhan is Here

For my friends who is starting the Fasting Period today:

Selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa

Smoga diberikan kelancaran sampai hari Kemenangan tiba

dan Berkah yang menjalankannya.

a creative signage of Ramadhan taken from 

blog with title "SpenSa" dari anak2 SMPN 1 Malang

Conversation without Common Language

imagine how hard it is

to have conversation with non English speaking person

and for her, with non Korean person like me

it happened yesterday

and it wasn't a short conversation either

amazingly we manage to keep our 'conversation' alive for maybe one and half hour

we talked bout almost everything,

from myself, my family, my children,

even shared my experience in korea last august

bout place i work,

food, cooking

so did she,

she talked bout her husband, her family, her past work,

she invited me to come to her place if i go to Seoul again

A wonderful time spent with her

we still able to smile and laugh

i think we just try to guess one another by our expressions, body language

eventhough it was a struggle on both sides, both her and me ...

obviously, hehehe...

she is a very nice lady,

two years younger than my mom

and still looking very young, pretty, and energetic

she is one of 'the have' i should say, but very humble,
wide advanced knowledge of her came from her working background,..
almost 5 minutes i was trying to figure out, and finally .. ooo, she said publishing company, and i kept thinking of library .. silly me ....

Next time i meet her again,

and i am sure i will,

I already made a promise that next time we meet

i would already study more of Korean language

so  Aja, Aja Fighting ...

Let's Study Korean and Hangeul more seriously !!!
Allrite, Rebecca, one hour spent for facebook game everyday may become productive korean learning hour